I feit Lily as she touched my arm. “Dear, go upstairs okay? I will bring your food up for you.” Lily said soothingly. I wanted to do that, I wanted to not be in the same room as them. But then it came across my mind that I shouldn’t act like this. I was stronger, I can be in the same room as them, maybe not for a long time, but for a bit.
I looked at Lily, and knew that everyone was waiting for my answer. I smiled and shook my head lightly. “It’s fine Lily… I will be okay.” I said. She looked at me as if she didn’t believe a thing that I was saying until she gave up, but still she was being a protective sister.
Loanne.
My mind went to Loanne. Oh how she was really protective. She was even more protective to me whenever Issac would try to do something. She was the perfect siser and mom that I could have. Then my mind wandered over to what she might be doing right now. Probably trying to clean up the mess that she did when I broke the news to her. That thought brought some unshed tears to my eyes, but i quickly blinked them away. I can’t be sad and be weak in front of them. They would attack me. As I thought that I did it successfully, i looked up to see Xavier giving me a sad look. Looking away I focused on what I was doing while Lily was throwing daggers at everyone.
